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[Feb. 16th, 2007|07:16 am] |
so valentines day was another typical day for me. it got better at night.
it kinda seems like everything is slowly getting a little more normal. but theres still a long way to go. i really miss one personin particular. i wish that we were as close as we used to be. when i do certain things, they make me really miss her-- A LOT. i hope that we can get back to our old ways. |
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[Feb. 11th, 2007|04:41 pm] |
another valentines day without a valentine.
nothing surprising about that. |
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[Jan. 4th, 2007|08:03 pm] |
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so its 2007 =] a totally new year. i really hope this year is gonna be amazing. maybe this year i will get a boyfriend. that would be nice. last night i was looking through my yearbooks and ive realized how much has changed. ive noticed the new friends ive made and how ive lost a bunch at the same time. im not as close with one of my best friends as we used to be and as we should be and i really want to change that. im really missing her. theres some changes that im planning on making this year. physically, mentally, and emotionally. but lifes good. =]] |
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[Dec. 27th, 2006|05:24 pm] |
wow! i think thats alli can say about everything going on right now. its winter break finally. christmas just passed. and it was good. but i havent seen a lot of my friends in a while. and i need to see them all tonight cuz imleaving tomorrow morning.
why do i still like him? somebody answer me. i have no luck with guys. why?!?! i see some people and they make it look so easy.. but its soo hard for me.
new years is coming. i cant wait.its gonna be soo much fun!!!! maybe this year i will get a new years kiss. i doubt it but i can dreamabout it =D |
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[Oct. 18th, 2006|09:54 pm] |
ughh. what happened to us. the BK sluts? the best friends?? where did we all go? were nothing how we used to be. and its sad. People ditching people for new "best friends".
i thought homecoming was gonna be great. now im starting to have second thoughts. i have a good date. but a lot of people dont think so. they have a different opinion. why cant everyone mind their own business? like seriously? im still going with him whether ppl dont agree with me. mind your own business.
cant things go back to normal. i want to live my life happy. drama-free. but in highschool. thats not possible. |
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[Sep. 22nd, 2006|11:54 pm] |
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i hate the times when i feel like everything is going wrong. like my best friends dont like. and theres really nothing i can do about it. or maybe its just i dont kno what to do about it. i feel like were all falling apart. and thats the last thing on earth that i would want. |
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[Sep. 1st, 2006|10:57 pm] |
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well. later tonight shall be interesting. im doing something that i should have done a long time ago. when all of my friends told me to. but i listened to myself and just got hurt. ive realized that my friends were right and they just want whats best for me and the time has come where ive realized what is best for me. thats why things are gonna change. |
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[Aug. 27th, 2006|05:52 pm] |
these past few weeks have been soo much fun.
this weekend just added to it.
friday night- ninas party- dancing the night away with my besties. just letting loose. forgetting about everything. just living it up. party ends. off to chelsea's. chilled there for a little. nothing special until i was leaving :} kevins house for a while. hanging out. just being ourselves. carlie picked ashley and i up. back to her house. relaxing.
a good night. - a very good night. |
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[Aug. 23rd, 2006|07:58 pm] |
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well this weekend was amazing.
friday was dinner with the girls for my birthday. cheeseburger in paradise <3 <3 it was soo much fun. i love them all to death. after dinner.. RYANS!! omg how much fun was that. its the most fun ive had in a long time. i also got my car friday night.!!!!!!!! ;) i am soo happy.
Tuesday was my birthday- what a good day that was. I got the cutest purse from Luke and Kevin! and a lucky keychain from Josh. a huge ass balloon from nina that i used to get through school the whole day,i just knocked people with it. lol
i have the best friends ever and they made this the best birthday every. and i love them all!! <3<3<3 |
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[Aug. 18th, 2006|04:14 pm] |
well ive learned something recently.
u learn from your mistakes.
unfortunately sometimes better than others but i will only grow from this experience. |
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[Jul. 4th, 2006|10:25 pm] |
i kno one thing for sure.
i love my life and the people in it!
summer is amazing! |
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[Jun. 23rd, 2006|11:39 pm] |
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well. im leaving again tomorrow. and i dont really want to. i got back from new york then left again for a few days and now im leaving again. i want to go because it will be fun but then again i dont want to go b.c things are good. and i hope they still are when i get back. i wish things were a little better but that didnt happen. ive got some work to do when i get back from north carolina. |
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[Jun. 20th, 2006|10:59 pm] |
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so before i left i had to clear some things up. they ended up good and bad. why cant it just turn out to be the best. good for all of us but of course that wouldnt happen. i would never do anything to hurt my best friend. guys are not nearly as important as she is! |
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[Jun. 18th, 2006|12:09 am] |
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i dont kno what to do. without hurting anyone. especially my best friends. times like this suck! majorly. |
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[Jun. 13th, 2006|11:37 pm] |
List ten things you want to say to ten people but know you never will.
-- Don't say who they are.
-- Feel free to comment, but I won't be confirming your speculations.
-- Never discuss it again outside of this post.
1. As much as you say you love me and are always there for me, I will never meet your full expectations of the "perfect child."
2. You missed out and that was your fault. Dont hurt my best friend because of your mistake.
3. Dont let guys make you upset. Their not worth it and they never will be.
4. Listen to your friends. They know what their talking about and their only looking out for you. It will help you in the end and it may not be what you want to hear. but deal with it. Their right.
5. Dont drink and drive. You'll only hurt yourself or someone else by doing it. Its stupid.
6. You are amazing. You never let anything get you down and you definitely live you life to the fullest and i love you for that. You made me realize that i can do anything and nothing can stop me.
7. Your my hero. My everything. Without you i wouldnt have what i have and i wouldnt feel safe. Thanks for everthing. I love you.
8. Even though your a bitch to me sometimes, I still love you and appreciate everything you've done for me. Im gonna miss you and our talks when you're gone. Hurry back!
9. Im sorry for being me sometimes. I kno i come out as a bitch a lot but im only trying to be there for you. Its just my personality to tell you how it is because i dont want to see you hurt.
10. Stop acting like no-one likes you and stop secluding yourself. You brought it all on yourself. Stop conplaining, it wont make people feel sorry for you. |
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[May. 30th, 2006|11:17 pm] |
im leaving for NY tomorrow morning. so excited
im gonna miss everyone tho!
feel free to leave me a lot of comments on myspace tho ! lol
oxox |
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[May. 29th, 2006|10:43 pm] |
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well im leaving for new york on wednesday and i dont know what to pack. i have to watch my brother tomorrow which sucks cuz i wud have liked to go to the beach tomorrow since im leaving bu tthats not gonna happen. didnt do anything tonight cuz chelsea decided to sleep at one of her middle school friends houses. which left me with absolutely nothing to do. bored! tomorrow night better be fun or else ima be mad |
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[May. 23rd, 2006|05:36 pm] |
well these last 2 days have been a lot of fun.
getting out at 11.40. going to lunch with chelsea ashley megan nina lauren kevin sally stephen matt hoeg peterman petro luke mike jon alan lindsey ryan mike .. ya i think thats it
fishing- potatoe gunning (even tho it took forever to get it to work)
burning b/c its soo got outside. chads face burning up from the potatoe gun. chelsea and i too scared to skateboard. steven m. doing tricks on the skateboard. kevin- the pro fisheman, the pro skateboarder. and as he sayd "the pro at life". giving kevin shotgun (i dont kno what i was thinking)
well its been awesome. and only two more days of school (well half days) im stoked for summer and NY! and hanging out with everyone like we have been these last two days.! -amazing- |
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[May. 21st, 2006|08:44 pm] |
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only 4 more days of school!!!!
awesome
finals. not so awesome. scared. gonna fail. i already know. its gay. i hate this part.
my sisters graduation tomorrow night. ahh im prolly gonna cry. shes actually leaving this summer. i dont kno what im gonna do without her.
R-e-a-l-i-t-y sucks sometimes.
but u have got to get over it sooner or later. |
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[May. 20th, 2006|02:19 pm] |
soo mad.
that was really messed up. |
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